I'm looking right the other half of me.

Aren't you somethin' to admire?
Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and
The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always
Parallel on the other side

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren't you somethin', an original
Cause it doesn't seem merely assembled
And I can't help but stare, cause
I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you
You reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I
Would look at us all the time

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now (please show me, baby)
I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life [x10]

Now you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life [x8]

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

You are, you are the love of my life [x16]

Bukan DIA, tapi AKU

Berulang kali kau menyakiti
Berulang kali kau khianati
Sakit ini coba pahami
Ku punya hati bukan tuk disakiti

Ku akui sungguh beratnya
Meninggalkanmu yang dulu pernah ada
Namun harus aku lakukan
Karena ku tahu ini yang terbaik

Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya
repeat

reff:
Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya
Cintaku lebih besar darinya
Mestinya kau sadar itu
Bukan dia, bukan dia, tapi aku
Begitu burukkah ini
Hingga ku harus mengalah
Ku harus pergi meninggalkan kamu
Yang telah hancurkan aku
Sakitnya, sakitnya, oh sakitnya

(Cintaku) cintaku
(Lebih besar dari benciku) lebih besar dari benciku
Cukup aku yang rasakan
(Jangan dia) jangan dia
(Jangan dia) jangan dia cukup aku
(Jangan dia jangan dia) cukup aku
(Jangan dia)

Mistakes don't just "happen"

Its about 4 oclock in the morning (5 May 2013)... Another 1 hr to go, i need to wake up and get ready for going back to Banting (PRU13) and i cudnt sleep... i feel empty.... Sad.... hurt... Being cheated by someone you love, Its really hurt... Di sbbkan tak boleh tidur, so rayau2 kat web, suddenly i found this... Maybe it will help me...

----- For those of you who have been cheated on;
Don’t take that person back. Don’t give them the satisfaction of thinking that what they did was “okay”. Don’t you dare forget the saying “once a cheater always a cheater” because even though it may sound cliche, it’s the god damn truth. Yes, people make mistakes. You deserve so much better than that piece of shit. You deserve someone who actually cares about you and ONLY you. Don’t give them a second chance. Move on and find that individual who will treat you better than any other person has in your life. You deserve that and so much more. Please, whatever you do, don’t settle for someone because you think nobody else is capable of loving you. Better is out there.----

Tak kisah la kesalahan yang macam mane... The things is, I've changed... I've done much for you and u just broke my heart... I trusted u for almost 2 yrs (2011-2013)...

Well, what i can say is.......It's all about TRUST!!


Poor me. :(

Mengapa kita dipertemukan dengan orang yang salah?... (Repost : Ariff Syafik blogspot)

 

Memang sakit bila cinta yg kita dambakan selama ini tak dihargai oleh insan yg bernama kekasih,apatah lagi kita dibuang begitu saja... tapi,itulah juga petanda terbaik untuk diri dan kehidupan kita pada masa akan datang.

1. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya apabila kita bertemu jodoh yg sebenar,masih ada rasa syukur kita pada ketentuanNYA.

2. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat menjadi penilai yg baik.

3. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa kita hanyalah makhluk yg sentiasa mengharapkan pertolongan ALLAH.

4. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat KASIH SAYANG YANG TERBAIK,KHAS UNTUK DIRI KITA.



5. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita sedar bahawa ALLAH MAHA PEMURAH & PENYAYANG kerana mengingatkan kita bahawa dia bukanlah pilihan yg hebat untuk kita dan kehidupan kita pada masa depan...

6. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita dapat mengutip pengalaman yg tak semua orang berpeluang untuk mengalaminya.

7. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita jadi MANUSIA YG HEBAT JIWANYA.

8. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita lebih faham bahawa CINTA YG TERBAIK HANYA ADA BERSAMA ALLAH.

9. memang ALLAH sengaja menemukan kita dengan orang yg salah supaya kita LEBIH MENGENALI KEHIDUPAN YG TAK SELAMANYA KEKAL.

Wahai sahabat yg kecewa,menderita dan sengsara kerana cinta, fahamilah bahawa kehidupan kita makin sampai ke penghujungnya.

Hari esok pun kita sendiri tak pasti samada menjadi milik kita. Gapailah keredhaan ALLAH dengan melaksanakan suruhanNYA, dan meninggalkan laranganNYA..

End of 2012

Dear You,
I'm not perfect, I'll annoy you, piss you off, say stupid stuff, and then take it back. But put that all aside, you'll never find a girl who cares and loves you more than me.

Dear Heart,
I know I let u down so many times. I've been going through a lot you can see the tears in my eyes. I apologize. Because I loved him more than me, and now I see there's no you without me.

Dear Pain,
You strike me again, my wounds are not yet healed but the scars has been revealed oh please I wanna be saved from the paid that never fades.

Dear my lovely Brain,
Can you please stop thinking just for a lil while... so that i can sleep easily, without many things to think about ? ~.~”

- Instead of fighting we should have been kissing, instead of screaming we should have been laughing, but its okay the pain will go away who knew we weren't chosen for forever together.

Still me,
11:59pm; 311212

10-11-12

What a nice date isn't.. Starts with attending friend's engagement ceremony, then tengok movie "Istanbul Aku Datang" with someone. Very romantic movie n best sangat.. Tapi i bukan nk cerita pasal movie ni.. I nak cerita pasal "Perbuatan & kata2 mampu melukakan hati seseorang tanpa kita sedari"..

Lepas habis tengok movie, we went to chatime for a drinks.. Sebab i teringin nak minum (teringin ke atau pantang nampak chatime) hehe.. While waiting air kitorng siap, ada couple tu duduk kt tepi kitorng, dorang pun tunggu air jugak.. Si girl tu tengah belek2 handphone.. Suddenly die bagi fon tu kat boy die n die cakap "ambil balik fon ni, sakit hati i baca text u" (i tak busy body, tapi girl tu btul2 sblh i).. Few sec later boy tu sound gurl tu "u nak sangat check fon i, itu la yang u dpt.. Sendiri cari sakit hati" i tak tau ape yang dorang dok argue.. Tapi i macam dapat agak, what is actually happened between them..

Ouhhmaigadddd.. For me, there's nothing wrong if that girl nk check fon boy dia.. Prevent is better than cure rite.. Then lelaki tu keep blaming his gurl n continued marah2 siap ckp all this while he's not happy with that girl.. U noe what, it's si sad.. He shouldn't say that.. Its hurt.. Sorry to say, i rasa kebanyakan lelaki memang tak tau cara nak jaga hati girl dorang until girl tu move on.. Haaaaa... Time tu baru kau tau bertapa besarnya pngorbanan and kasih sayang seorang perempuan.. And pada lelaki yang tau menghargai perempuan, teruskan usaha anda...

Bak kata orang, biasanya lelaki yang tak tau menghargai pasangan dia because dia tak pernah merasai kasih sayang seorang ibu.. Tapi bila dah ada perempuan yang sayangkan kau, plus she's willing to do anything for u, kau tak reti2 nak hargai dia balik ke..? Cukup baik la ada jugak perempuan nak jaga kau! What i can say is... U ARE STUPID enough and you're too blind to see.. (teremosi pulak kan?)..

Whatever it is, belajarlah untuk menghargai orang yg sayangkn awak selagi dia masih setia disisi.. Perbuatan dan percakapan memang mampu melukakan hati manusia.. Sedangkan kertas pun mampu melukakan jari kita, inikan pula mulut ye taaakkk?? (chewwwahhh) Hurmm k lah.. Sampai disini je entry i kali ni.. i dah ngantuk sangat ni.. Bubbye..

#12:38am
#111112

All I Ever Wanted Was You.

Sayangku,

aku pasti kau sebahagianku... Sayangku, aku pasti takdir kita bertemu...

Biarkan semua berlalu, All i know i’ll always have you... Pengganti tempat  mengadu.. Selamanya, engkaulah..

Tak mungkin aku jatuh cinta pada yang lain, tak mungkin juga aku khianati dirimu...

Biarkan semua berlalu, all i ever wanted was you... pengganti tempat mengadu, selamanya.... lalalala ~

#04:03pm