Some things are better left unsaid.

Date : 10 Oct 2013 | Time : 23:59 hours

The Broken One

We’ve all got secrets and certain feelings that we hold inside....don't we..? Some may be told and others you need to hide even though they eat you up inside and they beg... they beg you to tell someone but you IGNORE them and you think they will go away if you do, but they don't.

 I’ll never tell you how I feel, I’ll just keep it to myself and try to heal it by myself...

Sometime it seems safer to hold it all in, where the only person who can judge is yourself.... No matter how hurt you are or how bad you want to tell someone.. Just DON'T !

You’ve to keep certain feelings to yourself because, you can clearly see that talking about it, is a problem and you’re not going to get your listeners to see things from your viewpoint. So the best thing to do it to keep your mouth shut about it.

 

*Nobody cares, so i keep it all to myself*

N/B: Be careful with your words. Once they are said, they can be only forgiven, NOT FORGOTTEN. Words hurt more than actions.

Katanya...

Katanya

suruh tengok2 hati dia--
dah kecik, katanya.
suruh tengok2 perasaan dia--
dah calar, katanya.

asyik kita menengok-jaga.
yang kita punya terlanyak2--
ada orang tanya?

 

-FynnJamal

Belated Birthday Gift From Him

Date : 290913 (Sunday)

Time : 2:30 pm

Venue : G-Shock, Sunway Piramid

Thank you sooooo much for your thoughtful and generous birthday gift. I really love it! 

The box

The watch.... And..... 

The towel  (free gift).... ;)

I know that you want me to think of you all the time. That is why you gave me a watch so that every time I look at it, I think of you. Thank you so much and I am glad that I can now think of you many times during the day. Once again, thanks a lot to Armie Firdaus. Love you! 

Lots of love, 

Scha.

All or nothing at all.

You know I'd fight for you, But how I can fight someone who isn't even there...? I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you... I don't care if that's not fair. Cause I want it all, or nothing at all. There's no where left to fall when you reach the bottom it's now or never. Is it all? Or are we just friends? Is this how it ends? 

#tired #fragile #lost #empty #lonely

12 June 13 : I wish that I could stop loving you so much.

I wish I couldn't feel, I wish I couldn't love, I wish that I could stop cause it HURTS so much cause I'm the only one that's trying to keep us together, when all of the signs say that I should forget him... I wish you weren't the best, the best I ever had... I wish that the good outweighed the bad cause it'll never be over, until you tell me it's over...

These battle scars don't look like they're fading.. Don't look like they're ever going away.. They ain't never gonna change.. Never let a wound ruin me, but I feel like ruin's wooing me... Arrow holes, they never close from Cupid on a shooting spree.. Feeling stupid cause I know it ain't no you and me...

( Then just leave ) You shouldn't have but you said it...
( And I hope you NEVER come back! ) It shouldn't have happened but you let it..

and I'm at the point of breaking.... ~

You ever feel so, TIRED?

I'm tired of being sad. I'm tired of crying. I'm tired of feeling empty inside. I'm tired of feeling worthless. I'm tired of feeling stuck. I'm tired of feeling crazy. I'm tired of being alone. I'm tired of yelling. I'm tired of pretending. I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I'm tired of missing things. I'm tired of missing people. I'm tired of remembering. I'm tired of wishing I could start all over. I'm tired of not being able to just let go. I'm tired of faking it. I'm tired of being different. I'm tired of being angry. I'm tired of needing help. I'm tired of always wondering when I’m gonna be happy. Most of all, I'm just, I'm tired of being TIRED.

I'm looking right the other half of me.

Aren't you somethin' to admire?
Cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice
You reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and
The glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always
Parallel on the other side

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Aren't you somethin', an original
Cause it doesn't seem merely assembled
And I can't help but stare, cause
I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you
You reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I
Would look at us all the time

Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass
I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

'Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now (please show me, baby)
I'll tell you, baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along

It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making
Two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

You are, you are the love of my life [x10]

Now you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

You are, you are the love of my life [x8]

Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

You are, you are the love of my life [x16]