12 June 13 : I wish that I could stop loving you so much.

I wish I couldn't feel, I wish I couldn't love, I wish that I could stop cause it HURTS so much cause I'm the only one that's trying to keep us together, when all of the signs say that I should forget him... I wish you weren't the best, the best I ever had... I wish that the good outweighed the bad cause it'll never be over, until you tell me it's over...

These battle scars don't look like they're fading.. Don't look like they're ever going away.. They ain't never gonna change.. Never let a wound ruin me, but I feel like ruin's wooing me... Arrow holes, they never close from Cupid on a shooting spree.. Feeling stupid cause I know it ain't no you and me...

( Then just leave ) You shouldn't have but you said it...
( And I hope you NEVER come back! ) It shouldn't have happened but you let it..

and I'm at the point of breaking.... ~